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The Recipient
04:42
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I'm giving all I got. And saving all I have. Hoping that you will be the recipient. Four long years alone. So many nights at home. Whenever we went out. I didn't even know what we were about. I'm giving all I got. And saving all I have. Hoping that you will be. The recipient. The recipient. I don't know why I cried. I didn't even hear you sigh. All I saw was the back of your head. I thought to myself as I lay cold on my bed. I'm giving all I got. And saving all I have. Hoping that you will be the recipient. I tried. I tried. I'm trying. I tried. And you are so brand new and you are so brand new and you are so much better than the last. I'm giving all I got. And saving all I have. Hoping that you will be the recipient.
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Precious
04:27
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And he says that she is the most precious thing that he has ever seen. And he says that he would die if she ever says good bye. And he says I love her more than life itself. I choose her over all the wealth. That is what he says. But all the love in the world could not prepare them for what was next. And he wonders why, why now to me. Why now when love was to be. And he says to himself that accidents just happen. It is not my fault, or is it. And he wonders why the doctors can not reverse the effects. And he says he can never let her go. No not never. And he says he stills sees her every night and it still feels right.
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Go
03:35
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Oh pretty baby I'm so lost right now. I know I love you but I don't know how to choose between you and the other so I keep my feelings undercover. The time and space it takes for us to be is more than we can see. We will have to play it touch and go. The leaves are falling it is time to go. Oh baby please don't go. I need you so. Oh baby just go. I need you so.
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My tree has been shaken. My leaves lay on the floor. I could give you this now but I want to give you more. You look so angry. Your eyes burn holes in me. You yell so loudly. But why yell at me. So I hold on tight. Hoping this is. I wish you could see me the way I see you now. I wish you would call me or get in touch with me some how. I want to touch you if only to hold your hand. I wish we could talk to better make you understand. So I hold on tight. Hoping this is. And if you don't love me I'll do more than cry. And if you don't love me I would rather you die. And if you don't love me this I can see now. Why don't you love me. Not only why but how. So I hold on tight. Hoping this is. Hoping this is right.
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Concluding the final knock at the door it opened up she had hoped for more. He took her by the hand and said hope you understand and looked her cold sober in the eyes as he said goodbye and left her there crumbling on his front porch she was reduced to what he had wanted. Falling in love. Falling on your face. Twenty-five minutes later she managed to walk to car she made it to the driver's seat but couldn't move anymore. Her face was wet with disaster she fell apart a wreck of what used to be the prettiest girl in the school is now no more than anyone else. Alone and insecure with running mascara. Falling in love. Falling on your face.
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The Replay Of Us
03:45
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And the days float by. As they pass before my eyes. And your voice keeps ringing in my ears. And your face haunts me in my sleep. And I replayed it over and over again but you always seem to end up on top in the end. So don't do me in. Let us try to begin again. And I won't let you down. I have a feeling we are not on the same page. My love is not enough for the two of us anymore. Oh pardon me for my rudeness. I don't mean to be mean. It is just so that I am desperate. My potential remains to be seen. So don't do me in. Let us try to begin again. And I won't let you do this to me. I hate you. I want you to see how much better off I am without you.
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Mellisas' Song
04:38
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And I see myself up in the sky a diamond in your eyes and I realize this is too good to be true. And I awake in the morning time still dreaming of you and the thought that I can't have you makes me so sad. And I am drowning in this deep water. And my head is going under and swelling with this doubt. And the pressures laid upon me weigh me down. And you won't call me back you are just like all the others in this town. I put heart out there for you to take. But I should have known all you can do is break. And I am drowning in this deep water. And my head is going under and swelling with this doubt. And the twenty-five years I've been on this planet have proved well. I listened to my heart when it was harder than you can tell. And a fear of the uncertain has cut me to the core. And I have been wanting something more. And I am drowning in this deep water. And my head is going under and swelling with this doubt.
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A Cataclysmic Event
04:24
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Tonight all the stars died. Tonight the earth shook deep inside. Tonight I told you I loved you. Tonight you said I wasn't right. Oh why is this so hard for me. Oh why is this so hard for me. Tonight all the stars died. Tonight so did I on the inside. Tonight I told you I love you. Tonight you told me I was a fool. Oh why is this so hard on me. Oh why is this so hard on me tonight. Tonight I'll say good bye.
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And the lights on the tree they are blinding and my thoughts lead me to wishing that you were here but you are not. And as the season begins it spells our end and like lights that wrap this tree you choke me with your lack of love. And it is Christmas yes it is Christmas time again and the presents are wrapped so tight this will be such a lonely night. And it is Christmas yes it is Christmas time again. And it is beginning to snow. If only it could cover the nuances of a broken heart like mine. As the fire dies down the cold creeps in and I'll just sit here until I begin to feel alive because you know I don't. And the missile toes that hangs hangs in vain and you have already left your stain upon my lips one too many times. And it is Christmas yes it is Christmas time again and the presents are wrapped so tight this will be such a lonely night. And it is Christmas yes it is Christmas time again. And it is beginning to snow. If only it could cover the nuances of a broken heart like mine.
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I Want You
03:10
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